I can't see through this haze
Can't recognize your face
Take me back to those days (x2)

When the sun,
When the sun used to clear the way

We were so close
Like salt and sea
Close as the relation
of "suffer & live"
Days and days,
dealing with our wet cheeks
An endless rain
we're not made of steel
Is this what they call pain?
we're not made of steel
Do you know I mean?

We long for something
That can truly be,
the piece of the puzzle
that we need
some pieces are similar but
they don't always fit
No they don't always fit

My life is disarray,
Just a mad game
Forever tainted with the taste of pain
Used to pretend
Used to wait
Used to suffer every single fucking day

Its hard to pass the guilt
of never be what you want
But I'm learning to accept myself
and be proud of what ive done
I try to be patient,
I try to hold on
I try to keep my mind
far from that deep hole
I give my all (x2)

I keep on testing myself
I am the only one I need to beat
To pass the walls of self-defeat

It feels like my eyes
See in black and white
I've realized it's just nostalgic sight

It feels like my eyes
See in black and white
I've realized I believed another disguise

Past so grey, past so grey
I always wonder if it was my blame
Now blackened days, blackened days,
I wonder if they're here to stay

Disconnected from myself
It's so hard to make a change,
Illusion is the plug I've needed most since then
I feel I've lost too many times
for me it's so fucking hard to rely
You tighted my chains,
Fed my hate,
Til I knew what's pain
I try to break
My struggle seems in vain
A man who hasn't found yet a way escape

Its hard to pass the guilt
of never be what you want
But I'm learning to accept myself
and be proud of what ive done
I try to be patient,
I try to hold on
I try to keep my mind
far from that deep hole
I give my all (x2)

I'll recover the brightest of my mind
You won't take my essence this time
emotions are hard to handle properly
We all learn bit by bit.
We need someone
Who can support
Our weary souls
But realize you're the only one
That can make you feel whole